I want to fall in love, but not yet.
Never can find the right one, every time I hear that I deserve every great thing I get.
It maybe for the best that I’ve been going solo for this long.
Always questioning if I’m a good person or reminding myself that I belong.
If I deserve a love like those think I deserve, that person deserves my best and nothing less.
Been a part of so much drama, so many intrusive thoughts at times – some occasions I just call trauma.
I could blame myself and claim that I’m not good enough.
But what good is that? Besides I must stay true to my emotions – should never be ashamed of vulnerability and must never ever in weakness, pretend to be tough.
I may not know much about love nor be what some look for.
I’m still learning my worth, and honestly there’s lots more to learn – there’s absolutely no way I’ve heard or seen it all before.
No hard feelings, it’s all in the past- not tomorrow.
So why prevent my growth just to live miserably in sorrow?
I can’t be everyone’s cup of tea.
I know someone’s out there, and I know the time will come sooner or later for me.
2 replies on “Cup Of Tea”
Wow, this hit deep to read. The best people in life you find when you’re not looking. Love is best felt when not expected. And you are worthy of being surrounded by the people who admire you just the way you’re wired.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Couldn’t be more right about that. Absolute facts! Thank you so much for the very kind words, truly appreciate hearing that!
LikeLiked by 1 person